Wednesday 23 September 2015

Being Miss Short and Tired

This week, I have learned 2 key things about myself as a teacher:
1.                   Wall displays are tricky when you are this short.
2.                   I need to be in bed tucked up and asleep by 9pm to be able to function for the next day.

Following the end the fifth full week back, I feel myself crumbling under the weight of tiredness. I feel myself becoming more stressed about the little things.  This is not a good thing and it is something that I feel is important to try to combat at the early stages of my career to save myself a lot of stress in the future.  Currently, my strategies include: knitting and early nights.

So to expand on the first key point that I have learned this week, I have been attempting to put up some wall displays.  My room looked rather lacklustre and bare previously.  Now, I feel that it probably looks slightly worse with my attempts to hang freeze paper straight with only the aid of 3 small second year pupils and a chair to stand on.  The rough cut edges, squinty paper and close to a million staples at least have a little bit of character. 

So as I have gotten to know my classes a bit more, I feel that I am building up some nice relationships with them.  The trust and understanding is starting to build on both sides meaning that my classroom is a much more positive and productive place already. 

                I am remarkably getting used to the routine of leaving the house before 7a.m., being in bed before 10p.m. and battling a 40 minute commute on top of the exhaustion.  Being much more organised, settled in to a way of living is so much easier.  I feel like I am able to get more done in less time.

My S1 classes are all about to change and in some ways this is really sad.  On one hand, they are only just starting to settle down but on the same front, the classes are being set according to ability meaning that my tasks won’t have to be as differentiated as they are right now.  We are doing some lovely little book projects at the moment which will eventually make a lovely wall display (if I ever get the hang of wall displays). 

S2 have had a busy week, both of my classes were rehearsing productions of a scene from ‘White Poppies’ and have been putting together their group performances.  I had an observed lesson during one of the actual recitals.  The observation was to focus on how well I had implemented peer assessment and feedback however, it was a little chaotic.  It still went really well though so that was all good.

Finally, S3 who are still teaming their way through the media unit on ‘The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas’ and seem to be really enjoying it so far.  The class are quite chatty at times and can often be found heading off topic.  I have a constant task of reminding them of the expectations that are on their shoulders.  They are gradually getting there though.
So as another week starts…bring on the October break!

Miss.